Worrying...

There are couple of things that i'm worrying right now...

1. Weight increase???

Aduiii...why always like diz?? whenever, i've loose some weight, it will increase again...how i wanna control my appetite...i like to eat so much...plus, whenever i was tension, i will eat...

where's my motivation?? waaaa....

2. Final exam for to-pup course...

1 week more to go b4 sitting for the final exam...even though only 3 papers, but to learn n study within 1 month, how i wanna catch up all the syllables, plus i juz got back from redang island...i have been absent for only 3 days...but bout 3-4 chapters that i have miss per subject...

hmmm...i dont know whether i can score all 3 papers or not...juz tawakkal jela...

3. Postgraduate (Master)

Alhamdulillah...i've received an offer letter from Universiti Malaya...ive succesfully get into UM & study as master student in Biomedical Engineering at UM...i only take the coursework program...however, the fees that i'm worrying about...its too expensive!!! Juz 3 semesters..but the fees for Biomed Eng. is over RM 18 000...

4. Biasiswa SLAB

To pay for the fees...i need to apply for scholarship...however, most of the companies or organizations only offer the scholarship for those who take master by research..the only scholarship that i hope for is SLAB..i wanna apply for SLAB unimap...however, i've been inform that i need to take the IELTS or TOEFL exam then.. i can apply...if i succeed, i will get the allowance 3-4 months after the application...IF I SUCCEED...huhuhu

Thus, i need to apply SLAB from another university...arghhh....so stressful..

5. The option that i choose..

For the past few months, there r many opinions either from my frends, lecturers & my parents...about my future after i graduate...whether i look for a job or further my study...thus, i have chose da 2nd option...but there r 2 options for master..whether by coursework or research...if coursework, the duration is short while research is depend on how u develop your project...thus, i choose coursework....but...now i'm confuse, did i do the right choice??

I really dont know...my parents suddenly ask me to take a job or try to do research...n there's 1 thing i terkilan, is that, my mom said to me, "dira x penah nk usaha...dira ni pemalas..."

How can she say that??? If i really pemalas, then i will never reach diz far... i know myself better, coz for me, i'm not good in research...how can people trying to lead my life...if i do something that i'm not good at.. juz to satisfy other people's need...

The point is...i'm confuse!!!! But right now, i juz do what i wanna do...as long as it is halal..haha

wherever i go, insyallah ada rezeki, dapat ar....juz tawakkal kepada Allah s.w.t....

There's more that i'm worrying about...tp bnde kecik jee...so malas nk pikir...=P

Panas...Bosan...Malas...

It's almost a week i have stayed in Kg Wai..

Cuaca die...perghh,panas dohhh berbanding wang ulu...

baring kejap je dh berpeluh..

peluh + bju busuk + kne bsuh slalu...

nk kate ad ujan...tgk gaya mcm nk tak nk jeee...

bak kate pepatah...'pour n go'...haha=)

tgk la gmbr kt ats tu...

hahhh, mcm tu la ak rse skng ni...

ujung minggu ni, bosan ya amat2...

dok melanguk kt depan laptop, xtau nk uat pe...

damn!!! is there anything fun to do??

I'm dying of getting bored here!!!

hahaha...comey tk polar bear tuuu? comey kn? comey?...

hihihi...x terkira dh bpe kali ak terlentang mcm tu...

perut die pn dh mcm perut ak dh...

ni malas punyer pasal...padahal dok pkir2 nk stdi..

tp x gerak2 lg...haish!!!

Apo la nak jadi ngn ko ni NADHIRAH MOHD KHAIDIR!!!

ahaksss!!! =P

Class...Class...

Sesi topup course telah pn bermula...

schedule class telah pn di tetapkn utk 3 subjek..

n aktiviti ni akan berlarutan selama sbulan di Unimap...

huhu..redha...

8.00am - 10.00am

Electrical machines and drives (ENT 911)

10.30am - 12.30pm

Principles of communication systems (ENT 912)

4.00pm - 6.00pm

Engineering management and safety (EUT 913)

Class monday to friday...

1 Jun - 2 July = Lectures

5 July - 9 July = Exams

huuuuhhhhhh....everyday is the same routine exclude saturday & sunday..

But, stakat ni subjek electrical machines n drives, ak leh paham lg..

lecturer die best n straight-forward ajr...xyah pening2..hihi

utk subjek communication system...ermmm, so so je la...

nk try memahami..tp lecturernye mcm ckp ngn krusi jee

xde komunikasi ngn student sndri..aduhhh...

subjek eng. management...hahaha,kirim salam jela...

arini pn, ak ponteng klas ni..

mmg serius bosan..prof yg dok ajar tu,membebel je kt depan..

Sooo....gud luck jela utk ak ek..

=P

Cuti...EAC...Topup Course..

Akhirnya, ak telah pn completekn degree slame 4 thun ni..

so,skang cuti arr..hihi, sape yg x suke cuti maaaa...enjoy ar,guling2 kt rumah...

tp, cuti2 pn, cari kerja tetap kne jalan...

dh beberapa company berkenaan engineering biomed telah ku anta resume..tp 1 pn x kol aku..ermmm=(

salah 1 usaha ku,sanggup pegi PWTC sbb ad job fair, so adalah beberapa company telah ku serahkn resume...tp x sume bidang engineering..then, ak serta rakan2 yg len mula bergerak ke KLCC..

hehe, sje je jalan2..dh alang2 tu..gi jenguk supervisor ktorng En Yusof..die ad ITEX kt KLCC..kire mcm pameran + pertandingan mengikut creativiti msing2..

Tapi cuti x smpe sminggu, ttbe orng unimap menghubungi ku n telah memilih ku utk jd wakil course for the interview with EAC..ad 10 orng kne pilih utk stiap batch program..

Perlis...here i come again..but only for a day..hihi, kalo nk cite psl interview tu,xyah la kot..

tp kesimpulan nya, EAC nk program ni di extend utk 1 sem...aduhhh,bikin hangat saja...

dhla ak nk smbung master..mcm mne ni??

Cme berdoa jela,mudah-mudahan Board of EAC lembut hati..huhu..

Sminggu lepas interview EAC tu, tgh elok2 ak nk keje part time, ttbe staff biomed telah kol ak, n inform yg program biomed serta bberapa program lain kne topup lg 2-3 course (subjek) utk memenuhi syarat EAC kalo nk dpt accreditation...ADUHH!!! pening lg ak..dhla inform bberapa hari b4 registration...

Perlis...tlng ar, knapa ak kne balik ke sane lg?? hmmm...kali ni kne dok sbulan ar..kuliah serta exam...perghhh, ni leh uat den jd gilar daaa..

Time ak buat blog ni, ak dh ad kt perlis laaa...dh siap reg..tinggal nk stdi je...hmmm

Gud luck to me n to my frends...bersama lagi kite sume...hahaha=D

Pengalaman final viva..

Perkara ni tidak ku pinta...

aku tidak mahu meninggi2 kn diri ku..

namun, knapa diriku telah di masukkn ke group nomination-A...

apa erti nya nomination-A???

first thing, perlu ke wujudkn kumpulan ni???

bagi ku, diri ku adalah sama seperti rakan2 kelas ku yg lain...

menghadapi liku2 FYP...cme berlainan supervisor je..

adakah ak berhak mendapat A utk projek ku??

bagi sv ku, ya...

die telah memasukkn nama aku serta 5 lagi rakan2 ku yg under sv yg sama...

thanx to sv ku for having faith n support us...

Thus, keperitan kami bermula setelah trsenarai dlm group ni...

ad 3 panel untuk aku...

panel 1 = Dr. Rakhmad (mechanical)

panel 2 = Dr. Shariman (mechanical)

panel 3 = Cik Farahiyah (biomed)

I am da first presenter...

cuak gak ar sbb dgr cite panel 1 ni mmg kejam ckit orng nye...

leh kire pembunuh arr...

Timing:

presentation: 10 mnts

demonstration: 5 mnts

Q&A: 5 mnts

Aku pling x suke ble ak viva..

panel tidak pandang pn kt depan..

n perkara ni telah dilakukan oleh panel 1...

time tu, rse mcm nk cekik pn ad..

panel 2 & 3 ok jee..x bnyk songeh...

ak tidak brape ingat soklan ape yg telah ditanya oleh panel 1...

tp yg pasti jwpn yg ak berikn tidak memuaskn hati die...

sesi Q&A adlah sesi yg pling gerun bagi ku...

kerna ketika itu, hati ku berdegup n badan ku menggigil..

selepas viva ku selesai, aku terus meluru ke rakan2 aku...

n terus pegang tangan azu..

hanya Allah je yg tau perasaan aku ketika tu...

baru la ak paham knape ad rumor mengatakan..

panel 1 tu seorng pembunuh..huhu=(

ttbe, terdetik di hati ak...n soklan ni berbangkit semula..

adakah ak berhak mendapat A utk projek ku??

pemarkahan viva ku, hny bleh diharapkn drpd panel 2 shaja..

panel 3 xde fungsi utk pemarkahan...

Setelah selesai viva...

ble di fikirkan kembali...mmg benar, ak masih lagi mempunyai bnyk kelemahan...

aku baru shaja menceburi dlm bidang ini serta baru mempelajari software solidwork n COSMOS..

bnyk bnde yg perlu aku pelajari lagi...

namun, ingin ku luahkn di sini...

ak cme seorng undergraduate student..

tempoh fyp cme stahun...

panel 1 tidak spatutnye expect perkara yg advance drpd aku..

bagaikn ak ni seorng student master..

Setelah berjumpa dgn panel 1 personally di pejabatnye...

die suka sgt mengulangi perkataan 'extend' ..

segala komen yg telah die berikn, aku terima dgn hati terbuka..

saya rela jika markah ku di deduct..tp tlg la jgn extendkn projek ku..

sv ku telah approved, panel 2 pn x bnyk komen...

tp knape panel 1 tidak begitu???

hanya kerna die, hati ku jd runsing...

setelah ku mnahan slame 3 hari lepas viva..

akhirnye ptg slepas jmpe die..

air mata ni mengalir juga..

trlalu sebak hinggakn hilang rasa malu di depan rumate...

ku luahkn segala2 nye ptg tu...ku tidak tertahan lagi...

selama stahun ku berjuang untuk projek ku...

ak mengharapkn yg terbaik..

i want my parents n sv to be proud of me..

Ku pohon doa kepada Mu ya Allah..

permudahkn lah urusan ku serta rakan2 ku..

agar kami dapat bergraduate dgn hati yg tenang..

serta berusaha untuk mencari pengalaman baru di dunia luar...

AMIN..=)

Last semester di Unimap...

Smester akhir...

sem yang paling ku bahagia namun sedih...

knape??

4 thun telah ku lalui dgn pelbagai cabaran...

trutama nye, studi laa...

Alhamdulillah, sy telah berjaya mengharungi ke semua itu dgn jaya nye..

tp yg pling top skali impaknye adalah FYP...

Final Year Project (FYP)

setahun ku berjuang utk project ini...

di dlm entry ku sbelum ini, telah ku terang tentang mid viva ku..

Dgn pertolongan supervisor, n rakan2 ku...

ak berjaya completekn fyp ni..

Final report telah ku jilidkn..

final viva telah ku lalui dgn pahitnya..

(kalo nk cite psl viva, mmg pnjang ar...next entry baru cite arr..)

namun, aku brsyukur kerna telah mnamatkn sesi degree ini...

perkara yg sedih adalah...

begitu berat hati ku ingin meninggalkan unimap..

kerna trlalu bnyk kenangan yg telah dicipta..

bersama rakan2 serta lecturer2..

first skali untuk geng ku..

Ayu, aja n mira..

i will always miss u..

mcm2 perkara telah kite lalui sepanjang jd geng terkecuali..

hahaha...

walopun ad kenangan pahit n manis, namun itu yg menguatkan ikatan kita..

sbagai sahabat...

secondly utk geng studi group ku...

1st group:

Tok, amir, shuib,kama,kak farah,azu,mar, has n mira hassan...

ingin ku ucapkn terima kasih kpd sume..

kerna sntiasa mnolong antara 1 sme len serta diri ku jua..

eventhough, group ni x kekal smpe ke akhirnye..

i have so much fun during da activities that we have been gone through..

especially da besday party..

2nd group:

azu,su,kama n kak farah...

thank u very for your effort n support...

i ave a lot of fun time stdi group...

dr pg smpe ke pg balik stdi..

siap pekene kopi n nescafe sbagai teman sejati..(ketagih dadah laa nii...)

hahaha...

n diz group stay until the end of the semester...

smpe kn marker whiteboard xtau nk di wasiatkn kpd sape lepas ni..

hihihi=D

last but not least, to my lecturers..

Di sini, ingin ku ucapkn ribuan trime kasih kpd sume lecturer2 yg telah brsusah payah..

mendidik kami sume utk menjadi graduan yg berjaya..

ingin ku minta maaf jika ku ada membuat silap serta terkasar bahasa..

Kejayaan ku di masa akn dtng mungkin akn menjadi hadiah paling berharga kpd lecturer2 ku..

Conclusi nye, trlalu bnyk perkara telah ku lalui..

but i will cherish all of them..

=D

Blogging semula..

Kepada para pembaca blog ku..

sori sgt2, sbb dh lme x upload blog..

maklumla, tenet kt unimap telah mengblock blogger ni..huhu

Actually, dh bnyk perkara telah ak lalui, spanjang ak absent dlm blog ni..

kalo nk di cerita kn balik, mmg trlalu bnyk utk di letakkn kt cni..

hmmm...but i will still letak ar yg mne bru trjadi..

ok,that's all..

=P